There are times that we can’t understand what is going on and the world seems to stand still along with time. Today is that day for me. And then I read Coelhos Warrior of the Light newsletter’s one story (taken from: www.warriorofthelight.com):
Stay in the desert
“Why do you live in the desert?”
“Because I can’t be what I want to be. When I begin to be myself, people treat me with a reverence that’s false. When I am true to my faith, then they begin to doubt. They all believe they are holier than I, but they pretend they are sinners, afraid to insult my solitude. They try all the time to show that they consider me a saint, and in this way they become emissaries of the devil, tempting me with Pride.”
“Your problem isn’t trying to be who you are, but accepting others the way they are. And acting in this way, it’s better to stay in the desert,” said the gentleman, walking off.
I need my desert now.